JUST STOP IT!

mohd anwar fadhli, aku dah bnyak masalah. hg tayah la nak tambah2 lagi. aku dah break,so just stop it! aku tau hg sayang aku,tpi bukan mcm ni cara dia. klau hg buat mcm ni, ak akan jadi lebih tak hormat ng benci hg. aku takmau jadi mcm tu. aku pon syg hg kott.aku tau niat hg na protect aku,ak tak marah lagsung klau hg nak protect aku. aku pon suka hg protect aku,tpi bagi kena cara lah. y don't you put your trust on me. aku tau jaga diri lah. aku bukan nya senang2 nak bagi puki kat org sana sini sesuka hati. aku ingat maruah diri,maruah family! aku rasa hg dah salah anggap ng aku banyak sangat! mmg aku ramai kawan laki,kuaq selalu jgak, but im not a bitch!aku ta penah jejak kaki nak clubbing2 ka romen2 ka,sbb that is just NOT ME!trust me lah,i sayang hg kott!tolong la bagi peluang untuk aku hormat hg! and satu lagi,klau hg dengaq crita yg ta elok psai aku dari mulut2 longkang babi naharam mana2, mai tanya aku elok2 dulu. klau aku buat salah,aku akan mngaku!ta payah nak serang2 aku.

kalau hg ingat balik la kan time kita kecik2 dulu, kita sangat rapat kan? kita wrestling sama2, main sama2. knapa kita tak mcm tu dah la ni?yaa,i know kita dah besaq and tak leh na main wrestling mcm dulu dah,tpi we can't hate each other. aku ta nmpak langsung hg syg aku. aku dok nmpak hg skrg ni bnci aku sgt2 mcm aku ni stranger bgi hg.aku pon tatau dosa apa aku buat kat hg.tatau nak kata apa lagi.stu ja na pesan,manage hg punya baran, pleasee...aku syg hg apa2 ponn!

                                                       I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU :'(

HILANG

i lost both of them.yeah, i lost them.. my life have nothing left.. im not strong anymore. apa2 pon, i love sabrina and aku sggup buat apa sja untuk dia maafkan aku. ak paham hg dah buang aku dari hidup hg.tpi aku xkan penah penat say sorry kat hg. aku syg hg sampai matii!i swear! :'(

BOYFRIENDS COMES AND GO, BUT BESTFRIENDS ARE NOT

aku dah pkiaq sepikiaq pikiaqnya,aku sanggup hilang boyfriend dari hilang bestfriend.tadak benda boleh replace deanda. and now aku dah lepas F. mybe bnda ni sangat susah,tpi i just want my bestfriends back. that is the only way i can be normal with my bestfriends back. DEANDA, I LOVE YOU! to sab, aku mintak ampun sangat2 psai hari tu. aku nak jmpa hg and explain semuanya. i've tried to call you,but no respons.. aku dah akan jadi nur juni syazmira yang dulu  DEANDA weyh.for godsake,aku rindu hmpa gila babi! aku dah buat dosa ng hmpa semua,and now i want to make it up to all of you.aku rindu time kita semua hang out dan menggila, karoake bgai nak rak,lepak kat rumah kwan2 smpai lebam and semua ! i miss those time...sekali lagi,I'M SO SORRY DEANDA! 

FAREEZAN, thank you for this extreme sacrifice. syg nak b tau yg syg takkn lupa b. thanks lagi sbb ajaq syg jadi kuat. mmg syg ta sekuat b na face smua ni tpi syg cuba demi b. syg tau b buat semua ni sbb b nak syg happy ng kwan2 syg. oh shit,no more crying juni. one more! syg jnji klau syg rindu b syg akn kiss and hug gmbaq b smpai tdoq,tgok cita kim ji hoon, baca blik mcg2 b, pkai baju b and last but not least, syg nangeh smbil lap air mata guna bju b. b pon tau kan apa nak buat klau rndu syg..hm,this is insane b.don't hate me,i will always put you in my heart. no one can replace you.I LOVE YOU,thanks for everything..

FUN GOING BAD

i went to bukit merah tadi.i thought it would be great, fun, enjoying and i can blew out all my stress kat sana. but i was wrong! everything was like very mengganggu fikiran. sebab2 nya ialah:

1. don't have kawan yg sebaya.semuanya sepupu2 kecil yg tak guna.

2. byak pasangan bahagia dok bercinta kat sana!(sumpah jealous!bebai!)

3. kerana sebab yg atas ni,aku start rindu fareezan..where are you?still mad with me?

start dari sebab num 3 tu aku jadi tak leh dok.mcm ng babi kepanasan jaaa. i called him and say that imy but he was bru bngun tdoq time tu and mcm mamai ta mamai.so,i let it be.tiba2,mcg yg ta sedap didengari masuk.

he said kmi dah hncur whatever bla3...'sape kesah?'hahaha.tatau na buat apa.i love him and i know he loves me too.i guess im right.msti ada cara na selesai msalah2 kami. doesn't mean kena break klau ada msalah. haishh..apa2 ja lahh.kalah soalan spm aih dok pkiaq bnda ni lama2.

*sat2,satu lagi!aku p bukit merah pakai tudung tadiii!!hahahaha.ni suma kes mira,izyan ng fasya la ni dok hasut aku!hahahaha.lawok3..tpi apa slah nya kan?boooo.....toh

OREDI 4.39 a.m.. PENYAKIT BABI APA NI?BLAH LAA!AKU NA TDOQ BODOH!ALAAAAA, FAREEZAN MNA?

FUCK!I CAN'T SLEEP!SAKIT KEPALA TAHAP BABI!!!!

best vs. worst

BEST: i was speechless when he said the rubbish things with me. he want my parents know that we are in relationship, n i was like are you lost your mind dude?! hell no!what a hell is wrong with you b? idk what makes you want me to do that super silly thing. mybe u're right but i don't think so. i don't want take any risk. im the one who are in love with you,not them! so, take back your words and we will happily last forever. ohh,im such a genius!HAHA*genius laugh

WORST: after fighting around a week, we screw it up with 4 hours on the phone last night. it was amazing babe!  its been 4 months, tpi we're still in love yg stai bukan2 punya in love! dah dekat 1 bulan ta jmpa sbb tu byak tragedi dan drama yg terjadi. suma tu jadi sbb we are fucking missing each other. so, im not put the blame on him sja klau dia buat perangai sbb aku pon sama.mmg rasa gila kott!haish, i just can't stand with it. we must do something.

SIGH, I GOTTA GO BECAUSE I GOT HEADACHE RIGHT NOW. NAK PI MKAN UBAT THEN TDOQ. HMM, NOT FORGETTING MY FAREEZAN, IM NOT GONNA MCG YOU TONIGHT. I JUST WANT TO WRITE IN HERE. YOU MUST REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU A LOT AND NOTHING CAN RUIN IT. AND MYBE YOU SHOULD KNOW JGAK THAT U HURTED ME TADI.
BABAI!!!

i need strength ya allah!

last night, i can't stop crying, can't sleep, can't stop myself from thinking nonsence.
i have been crying from the moment he hang up the phone till around 6.00 a.m...for sure, i'll not going anywhere today because keadaan mata yg mcm babi!setiap girlfriend akan jadi mcm ni klau bofren depa curang. biasa la kan..the saddest thing was i can't stop him curang on me.i couldn't do anything. babi...i hope pompuan tu mati berdiri sorang2 nnti.haihh!

sometimes, im just thinking why it is so hard for me and him to achieve happiness?there's like a damn big wall between us. ada ja bnda yg na jadi isu. idk why...sangat menyayat hati..:(
hish,ni yg malas na lyan2 feeling ni.msti bergenang punya mata air...haihh!don't cry juny, don't.. be strong girl!
yeahh!

BANJIR!!!AHAHAHA.

sukaaaaaaa!!!! mama ng abah dok sibok p hntaq bntuan untuk mgsa2 bnjir tpi depa ta sedaq anak2 depa dua ketoi kat rumah ni dok buat bnjir dalam rumah.hahaahaha.
best trok kott boleh main syampu2 kepala ng bang chik tadi. kmi buat2 mcm bukak salon pa suma. aku jadi customer,adik jadi ponen yg dok syampu kepala.mmg terbaik ah lakonan diaa.awww..semangat nyahhh.haha.
time dok main tu ta sedaq la plak yg aiq melimpah limpah .tgok2,abeh basah satu rumah. mama blik mmpoih kamiii!grrrr.haha.

abes main salon2, ada part cuci rumah plak. bayangkan apabila seketoi pgg timba seketoi lagi pgg mop.haaa,mmg ta jadi keja laahhh.dok main ligan2 ng mop plak.hahahaha. lawak ah kmi tadi.gelak2 smpai tesungkoq kes lantai licin.hahaha.

sekarang dah sttle semua.rumah pon dah clean and clear. tggu mama balik ja aku na kata " mama,mai duit na p topup".baguih sgguh anak ni.mmg susah na jmpa kat mna2 pon.
bye3.maghrib dah.na p semayang!